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Monday, November 17, 2008

Best Screen Name EVER!!!!


BLACKNIGGAWITABIGASSDICK

That was my yahoo screen name before I met Larry. That screen name became so legendary that it became a burden to live up to. I remember coming home from work, and would have about 50 new emails...and that was on a SLOW day. I gave birth to that screen name one day in 2001 in Harrisburg, PA. I wanted a name that both described what I was offering as well as be a bold attention getter. IT WORKED like a charm. On top of that I had my dick pic to accompany the screen name. That screen name got me alot of free dinners, but like I said the name came with alot of burden. I know now that All I WAS to brothas was DICK. Nothing but DICK. Doing my time as BLACKNIGGAWITABIGASSDICK (2001-2003) I must have had 100 "meet and greets". I got a Playstation 2, countless dinners, DVDs, and airline tickets from that screen name. But as alot of celebrities say...it's lonely at the top. All these guys liked BLACKNIGGAWITABIGASSDICK, they didn't give a damn about Shawn B. in some cases they didn't even know Shawn B. existed. I guess it would be like going to dinner with a actor or porn star. All you know is the character they portray, and in most cases that's all you would want to know.

With all that said I did have fun as my alter ego. Being BLACKNIGGAWITABIGASSDICK helped me grow much more comfortable being gay. It gave me ALOT of sexual practice allowing me to become the sexually skilled individual I am today. And it gave me the knowledge to know when a nigga is full of shit. I become much more aware of myself and people, and how to play the "gay game". I buried BLACKNIGGAWITABIGASSDICK the day Larry committed himself to me. I threw my alter ego a going away party that consisted of me jacking off on cam with some of my yahoo buddies. So if you see someone with that screen name, he is just a copy. I AM (WAS) THE REAL BLACKNIGGAWITABIGASSDICK

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